But I do enjoy dipping my toe into the future and seeing what exactly is out there. So yesterday I went to see Val - and what is interesting is that I went to see her not because life is terrible, or I have a specific issue or anything as such, but rather because a friend mentioned she was going and I thought, why not.
So off we went yesterday morning to her lovely home just down the way from me. S went in first and was in for a good hour and a bit, and I watched some programme on channel 250 called "Dont Die Young" about female fertility and how your eggs dwindle from 700,000 when you are 13 to 1,000 by the time you hit menopause (um, scary!).
Then it was my turn.
She started with a great numerology analysis of my birthday and a discussion on my totem animals - what was very interesting was how accurate it was in terms of my female and male side, as well as my mind and heart totems - so on my active, feminine side I am a frog while my dark, male side is that of a hawk - and scarily, I can agree to most of her analysis.
Then we moved onto the reading - using Tarot to channel, she spoke about work and how I will be offered something else, but not to take it, that I am recognised at work, more money will come, all good things about work. She mentioned house moving - a new place, around Sept next year, which is awesome (a bit later than I would like, but there none the less) and what it would look like. She spoke of travel next year, which is good and right if I have anything to do with it and that my dad is ok - just focus on his balance and building strength. Mum is fine and Joe, the ghost we had in the old house is just a spirit that is bound to the land as his lady love was resident there and he never finished things with her, but he is real and a protector etc.
We spoke of Voodoo and I got some nice reading material and some movie recommendations (searching them on my kindle as we speak) and then she spoke of love. I gave her my two great loves birth dates B*1 and B*2 and she had quite a bit to say. On B*1 - she said that he will come in and out of my life like a tide, but our time is over - we had an opportunity to marry but that time is over. So that took care of that. Then we discussed M*2 - and her first words were that he is a part of me, we have been together before, he is very passionate and powerful but we are not good for each other. Um, yes - I nearly died from a broken heart when we ended it - literally - and I know in myself that I can never go there again, no matter how much I wish I could.
So it was interesting.
But then something very interesting happened. Before I went to her, I set my intent that I would need a sign that she is really channeling, something that will only make sense to me, something that I would recognise as a sign that I am getting some direction, some insight, some idea of the possibilities of my future.
So we naturally discussed future love. And she described a nice man (not gonna go into detail here, I would like to let the specifics go - and not fixate on them) and she spoke of his work and his life and his world. And then she said " And his name is probably Alex or has Alex as part of it"
Well, I nearly fell off the chair.
Literally.
And the reason is, that for ages now, whenever I imagine my life with my soulmate, my lover, my passion, I have, for some reason, called him Alex. I have no reason for that - I just have thought of he who I am destined to be with to be called Alex. I like the name because its strong, and because if I imagined it I didnt think of anyone I know (like a friend, or a friends husband or an ex or something). I chose the name carefully one day a few years back and I often speak to "him" when I am alone, and call out to him when I am desperate and wondering when we will ever meet.
So to hear her say that was overwhelming. I cant really say more than that, it was just alot to process. That he is distinctly a possibility, real, alive.
It was quite something. And in a wierd way - profound. And very honourable of those above us to let me know, that maybe, just maybe my prayers are not being ignored.
Blessings,
Kat
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