The mystery of love...

So I have been spending quite a bit of time trying to understand this incredible concept of love. Truly, it has to be one of the hardest things in the world to achieve - you like person A, but they don't like you, but person B likes you, but you feel no chemistry and then you are having a bad day and meet person C and because you are quieter and more withdrawn you don't immediately click and the opportunity passes by and then you are alone and wondering why, for all things holy, you cant find love.

I honestly think that people that have found the one, their partner, he who makes you happiest are so incredibly lucky because its like Russian Roulette - except that the gun has 17 chambers and the bullet keeps moving at every roll of the barrel.

Sigh.

I wish I had the answers, I wish I understood how to work the system but I think that love is just one system you cant work. Its fate and destiny and desire. Yes, you can make yourself more open to love, get out there, try new things, make yourself available... but you cannot ever force love.

The secret says that the The Secret to the Law of Attraction is letting go - but that has to be one of the hardest things to do when you are constantly surrounded by reminders and cues to love and its importance in life.

So again another sigh, coz I'm just never going to ever figure this out.