Sunday Life

So I am suffering from resentment at the moment - resentment of self and my constant need to please. I am so exhausted - I really am needing a break and I was looking so forward to  my break in Cape Town, but now I have this giant job hanging over my head and I am so peeved at myself that I just blindly accepted it.

FORK! Why do I do those things to myself. I am so cheesed that I have done this - and now there is no way out. I am so frigging pissed off. Man, I just need break - I need to be able to actually spend a week end not working, that would be nice.

Sigh. This is self inflicted, so I cant blame anyone - I just have to button down and do it. With grace and poise when all I wanna do is turn in and just sleep. Sundays are family time, chilling time, reading a book, braais, picnics, not PC's, adex and analytics.

Argh!